1.22.2014

What Is The Essence Of The Human Experience?


Humanities Essay Written At Age Twelve: 


What does it matter that humans beings strive to create a world of beauty, storytelling, and order? Has mankind fully succeeded in creating the best of all possible worlds? Why or why not? 

            Everything done on this Earth remains. Humans always leave their mark, some just bigger than others. Everything we do matters in a sense; the sense that everything has its effects. We create art to prove our own beauty in hopes to gain the desire that we yearn for. Storytelling was not only made for the satisfactory of others, but more for the confidence in ourselves. Order was set not as a brave act, but in the act of fear and the reassurance of safety. These prospects of humanity have one main aspect in common; one of the greatest human qualities that we don’t even realize lies within us: We fear oblivion.
            Humans dream of the thought of living forever, but we are mortal never created to be immortal. We fear that everything we do in our lives will be forgotten as soon as we leave this world. We know that our body will never be immortal, we’ll never be perfect, but we pray our soul will live for eons, which leads to the formula embedded in our brains: The more dreams we achieve that skim close to perfect, the bigger the mark you leave on this Earth. The bigger the mark you make, more will remember. The more who remember, the longer our souls will prosper. The longer our souls thrive, the longer we are able to avoid evanescence.
            Dying is easy for those who have reached the top of Maslow’s pyramid of needs, because they have the belief that they have done everything expected from them in life. Or do they? As humans, we are known to have the instinct to do beyond what is expected. Arts, storytelling, and order just reflect that. We created these in order to do beyond the conventional.
            Arts are our beauty, one of the only kinds of man-made beauty there is. We use the arts to please, to sustain, and to prove the beauty of the soul within us that has every right in goodness to live longer than our sinful human selves. The canals of Venice are swimming with unforgotten contributors, always to be missed. To find yourself on these canals is a whisper of what your soul needs to breathe in order to thrive as long as Venice has itself. Things made by man are not capable of lasting forever, no matter how beautiful, but that beauty is intended, and will, remain in the life of humans and ever after. Sometimes beauty provides us reassurance that our work can lead to greater things, that our beauty is never completely gone.
            Storytelling was created to capture our lives, to track our progress as people, and to boast of potency we hope will last for generations to come. Through stories we gratify others, and through this we increment towards the confidence we further need to push onward in life. Film has made stars, such as Charlie Chaplin and George Méliès, in which shine brightly for those stuck on Earth to look up upon as a role model of human greatness. This is an act of benevolence that everyone is capable of achieving, but only few prevail.
            We desire to order over chaos not as an act of bravery, but in the act of fear for our own safety, for though we are selfless, we are undeniably selfish. We pass laws to last as well as the everlasting feeling of security. Nevertheless, laws are broken all the time for others needs of essence, and are punished and held example for what not to do in life.
            For our needs of matter and meaning we have created these three terms: beauty, storytelling, and order. For when before humanity has there ever been a mention of beauty? Since when before humanity has there ever been whispers of stories and legends? Since when before humanity has there been order and punishment? None of it existed before us, and on Earth, none of it will exist after us. We created the essence of time, and in that, our own fear itself. This makes everything done seem meaningless, but it’s not. Meaning is only measured through our lives and what our experiences played in them. Therefore our experience is full of meaning, meaning of all the living, dead, and forever alive. Humanity has created a world as close to perfect as it can acquire, but the perfect world lies where our souls go next.
            When our time comes, we want people to forget the erroneousness that we’ve committed. We want to leave behind a reason to be missed.      

Great Young Adult Books That Deserve More Readers

I have made a list of six extraordinary books (and series) that aren't as popular as 'Divergent' and 'The Mortal Instruments', but deserve to be read like them.



1. The Healing Wars Trilogy:
            Book 1: The Shifter 
            Book 2: Blue Fire
            Book 3: Darkfall 
      Author: Janice Hardy 

Summary: Nya is an orphan struggling for survival in a city crippled by war. She is also a Taker—with her touch, she can heal injuries, pulling pain from another person into her own body. But unlike her sister, Tali, and the other Takers who become Healers' League apprentices, Nya's skill is flawed: She can't push that pain into pynvium, the enchanted metal used to store it. All she can do is shift it into another person, a dangerous skill that she must keep hidden from forces occupying her city. If discovered, she'd be used as a human weapon against her own people. 

   Rumors of another war make Nya's life harder, forcing her to take desperate risks just to find work and food. She pushes her luck too far and exposes her secret to a pain merchant eager to use her shifting ability for his own sinister purposes. At first Nya refuses, but when Tali and other League Healers mysteriously disappear, she's faced with some difficult choices. As her father used to say, principles are a bargain at any price; but how many will Nya have to sell to get Tali back alive?






2. Slated Trilogy: 
            Book 1: Slated
            Book 2: Fractured 
            Book 3: Shattered (not yet released) 
      Author: Teri Terry  

Summary: Kyla’s memory has been erased,
her personality wiped blank,
her memories lost forever.

   She’s been Slated.

   The government claims she was a terrorist and that they are giving her a second chance - as long as she plays by their rules. But echoes of the past whisper in Kyla’s mind. Someone is lying to her, and nothing is as it seems. Who can she trust in her search for the truth?






3. Okay For Now
      Author: Gary D. Schmidt

Summary: Midwesterner Gary D. Schmidt won Newbery Honor awards for Lizzie Bright and the Buckminster Boys and The Wednesday Wars, two coming-of-age novels about unlikely friends finding a bond. Okay For Now, his latest novel, explores another seemingly improbable alliance, this one between new outsider in town Doug Swieteck and Lil Spicer, the savvy spitfire daughter of his deli owner boss. With her challenging assistance, Doug discovers new sides of himself. Along the way, he also readjusts his relationship with his abusive father, his school peers, and his older brother, a newly returned war victim of Vietnam.






4. When Your Reach Me
      Author: Rebecca Stead 
Note: This is not technically a YA book, but deserves to be read just the same.

Summary: Winner of the 2010 John Newbery Medal

   Four mysterious letters change Miranda’s world forever.
   By sixth grade, Miranda and her best friend, Sal, know how to navigate their New York City neighborhood. They know where it’s safe to go, like the local grocery store, and they know whom to avoid, like the crazy guy on the corner.

   But things start to unravel. Sal gets punched by a new kid for what seems like no reason, and he shuts Miranda out of his life. The apartment key that Miranda’s mom keeps hidden for emergencies is stolen. And then Miranda finds a mysterious note scrawled on a tiny slip of paper: 

   I am coming to save your friend’s life, and my own.
   I must ask two favors. First, you must write me a letter.
   


   The notes keep coming, and Miranda slowly realizes that whoever is leaving them knows all about her, including things that have not even happened yet. Each message brings her closer to believing that only she can prevent a tragic death. Until the final note makes her think she’s too late.





5. Dust Lands Trilogy:
            Book 1: Blood Red Road 
            Book 2: Rebel Heart 
            Book 3: Raging Star (has not been released)
      Author: Moira Young 

Summary: Saba has spent her whole life in Silverlake, a dried-up wasteland ravaged by constant sandstorms. The Wrecker civilization has long been destroyed, leaving only landfills for Saba and her family to scavenge from. That's fine by her, as long as her beloved twin brother Lugh is around. But when four cloaked horsemen capture Lugh, Saba's world is shattered, and she embarks on a quest to get him back.
   Suddenly thrown into the lawless, ugly reality of the outside world, Saba discovers she is a fierce fighter, an unbeatable survivor, and a cunning opponent. Teamed up with a handsome daredevil named Jack and a gang of girl revolutionaries called the Free Hawks, Saba's unrelenting search for Lugh stages a showdown that will change the course of her own civilization.





6. Internement Chronicles: 
            Book 1: Perfect Ruin
            Book 2: Burning Kingdoms (not yet released)
Further books are unknown.
      Author: Lauren DeStefano

Summary: On Internment, the floating island in the clouds where 16-year-old Morgan Stockhour lives, getting too close to the edge can lead to madness. Even though Morgan's older brother, Lex, was a Jumper, Morgan vows never to end up like him. She tries her best not to mind that her life is orderly and boring, and if she ever wonders about the ground, and why it is forbidden, she takes solace in best friend Pen and her betrothed, Basil.

   Then a murder, the first in a generation, rocks the city. With whispers swirling and fear on the wind, Morgan can no longer stop herself from investigating, especially when she meets Judas. He is the boy being blamed for the murder — betrothed to the victim — but Morgan is convinced of his innocence. Secrets lay at the heart of Internment, but nothing can prepare Morgan for what she will find — or who she will lose.


Please note that all of the summaries and images were from Goodreads. I did not make them; I don't own them. 

1.18.2014

Unknown Title: Chapter 1



Chapter 1:



            If I was brave, they would be gone. If they feared me, I would fear nothing. If I wasn’t desired, I would be happily left alone. If I was desired long before, I would have been happy in the first place.
            “That small word with such a big meaning,” I mumbled to myself.  It’s true, there are many definitions for the word if. However, for those who bothered to look in the dictionary, I’m talking about introducing a hypothetical situation, not expressing a polite request. It’s a little too late for me to consider to ‘express a request’. It’s most definitely to late for that now.
            I looked down at my journal entry on the word if, which was, of course, written in my old tattered journal. I furiously ripped the page out and violently closed the journal. I viscously shoved the crumbled piece of paper in my sweatshirt’s pocket and slammed my journal on the dark, puddled pavement. Wow, anger spasm.
            I just sat there in a dark brick alley, wind biting at my rosy cheeks. Out of boredom, I grabbed my tight black curls and braided them. Then, with a curious step, I took the crinkled piece of paper out of my pocket. I slowly flattened it out on the damp pavement and read.
            If, If, If… I take such pity on myself. Well, of course most people do, both positive and negative thinkers. I fall in between. The world is dark, but if everything is dark, how would one see? To make quoting clear, light can always be found in the dark, in other words, there is always good in evil.
            Please excuse my random logic.
            I slowly threw the back of my head on the filthy wall. I curled myself into a ball and shut my fierce, misty grey eyes.
            But they instantly fluttered open again after I felt and heard an intense rumbling in my stomach. I slowly untangled myself from my ball shaped position and got up equally as slow.
            I walked down the dark, colorless alley to the light coming through the gaping hole at the end of the dark pit.
            I walked out into the faded light and down the dirty, ugly, bland streets and crumby buildings. Building after building, block of pavement after block of pavement, step by step, until I finally stopped in front of the building. The building filled with the goods I desired.
            The bakery.
            I stood awkwardly outside the shop, not sure what to do. My eyes gazed at the pastries in the dusty, mud splattered window. I finally decided what action to take.
            I may seem like the average person, but everyone gets the wrong first impression. I got ready for my sneaky attack. I’m a gifted girl and a known criminal. I always get out of trouble, which I hoped you can see by now. I always get the best of everyone. 

Magic Mist Prologue


Magic Mist is a chapter book I began writing when I was eight. At age ten, I rewrote most of what I had previously written. Here is the prologue:


Prologue:

It was a dark, cold night at the entrance of a forest, where a mysterious woman emerged. The woman was tall and beautiful, though covered by her long shadow like robe. Her hood was up and all appearing to see was her reflective, pointy nose. She was cradling a black blanket with something fidgeting in it every now and then.
            The woman was walking briskly to the small town of magical beings. She stepped into the dim moonlight, making her appearance more clear to the eyes. She looked young and strong, but, strangely, at the same time, weak and elderly.
            She approached a small wooden house. Very homelike, she appeared to think, seeing as she stepped closer. She stopped in front of the house, though a little far.
            “This is where I stop,” The lady whispered to the black bundle. Her eyes flickered with worry as she let her grip loosen on the black bundle, then went back to the plain, motionless face that had no sign of life.
            She lifted the top of the blanket just enough to see a baby’s face. The woman sighed, gave her baby one last meaning kiss. A sparkling tear dripped ran off the woman’s face and on to the baby’s forehead.
            She paused for the deathly silent moment.
            The torches, footsteps, and voices came and everything happened so fast. The strange lady was frightened and ran toward the house. She set her baby in the grass to hide in the leaves, but she did not make it. As soon as the baby gently hit the ground, when the woman tried to flee, she was plucked off the ground like she was attached to an invisible string. She rose into the starry moonlit night and started to hover around fifteen feet in the air. She produced a blinding golden light and then, when it died down, she wasn’t there.
Died.
Perished.
Disappeared.
Gone.
The baby’s cries echoed in the night on the doorstep of the house. All alone, not knowing the important role she would play.